Thursday, August 31, 2017

First Day of School

In some ways it feels like these kids haven't been to school in years.  The summer was so good and so long!  I had lots of days where I really wished school would start, and some days where they just played so good together with their little brothers that I wished it never would.  But here we are!

And Ethan's in MIDDLE SCHOOL now!  How did that happen???  First day of Sixth Grade!!
 He was totally excited!  I was nervous for him; he didn't seem to be.  He was more ready for school to start than I was.
 Madeline was excited too but also nervous.  Look at this beauty of a Fourth Grader!
 It was so weird to not have Ethan going to the same school as Madeline.  They didn't even see each other in the morning.  Madeline doesn't wake up until Ethan is already gone.
 They missed each other, and seeing each other after school was a real treat!  Cooper and Oliver missed both of them the whole LONG day.  I'm so glad my kids are friends with each other!
Here's to a new school year.  New experiences, new friends and classes, and lots of driving for mom!

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Delicious Things and Wonderful People

Fresh tuna steaks with orange avocado salsa...yes please!
 Chocolate ice cream...yep!
 I can never get enough good food and treats.  And I can never get enough of spending time with the best people.  It was so fun to have Todd's grandparents come for a visit.

 My children are blessed to know their great grandparents.
 And they are blessed to have each other!

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

The Total Solar Eclipse

The kids thought the hotel was AWESOME!
 Traffic
 Waiting...





 I didn't bother with pictures during, they don't turn out anyway.  But WOW!  I wrote the experience below.  We all thought it was worth the super slow long drive home.  (Except maybe Oliver...)
 Stopping for dinner


Every now and again, you have an experience that leaves you wishing there were words great enough to describe what just happened.  Yesterday was one of those days.  I admit, I wasn’t overly excited to go see the eclipse.  I mean, I knew it would be neat, but I had no idea how incredible it would be.  And there is just so much packing and food planning and kid entertaining to do.  And such a long drive.  I didn’t figure it would be worth it, but was planning to make the best of it.  If nothing else, it would be a family adventure.
The traffic on the way wasn’t bad.  Sleeping in the hotel was long and not great, as expected.  But the morning was exciting and off we went.  We had to wake up at 5 to get on the road in time to get to the center of the path of totality.  Looking back on it now, I am just so glad we did.  I really didn’t see why it would matter that much if we were in the center of totality, but it made all the difference.  We found a random large parking lot across the street from a McDonalds where we decided to set up camp.  It was next to a building with benches and a little grassy area.  We finished breakfast at McDonalds-Cooper’s dream come true-just in time and walked back to our van to get out the glasses.
Watching the eclipse was really fascinating.  The glasses made it look so neat.  Bright orange glowing ball with a bite taken right out.  The darkness on the orange ball ever growing.  But it wasn’t until it was 50% or so that the changes around us began to be noticeable.  It was getting colder and the wind started to pick up.  Then the lighting went strange.  Like I was wearing sunglasses when I wasn’t.  It was so eery to look up and see total blue sky and yet it wasn’t bright.  The world felt strange.  It wasn’t the same as when it’s cloudy.  It was an entirely different feeling.
I was wholly unprepared for totality.  I am not sure what I expected, but it was so beyond what I ever could have imagined.  I honestly thought it would just be on the same level as the rest of the eclipse.  I thought it would go dark and then light and we’d all think it was neat and be done.   But totality had a life all of its own.  It was a separate distinct experience.  It was a moment so much bigger than me.  So much bigger than normal life.  Ripping off my glasses once the last sliver of orange disappeared was like looking at heaven.  There, in the sky surrounded by a black ball was mystical glowing light shooting out in all directions.  It wasn’t earthy.  It was so surreal.  And there we were, surrounded in cold darkness.  And cheers and shrieks of excitement.  I was blown away.  Breathless.  Astonished.  Todd was showing Oliver and the other kids were jumping around shouting random exclamations of amazement.  Then, almost frantic, Todd who was on the other side of the van having just set Oliver down exclaimed,   “Doesn’t it seem like we need to kiss or something?!”  And he ran around the van and swooped me up in his arms and kissed me.  And we were laughing and staring in awe.  And then, just like that…it was over.  The sunlight broke through the darkness and I couldn’t look at the sun anymore.  It was the most incredible two minutes.  I almost wish I had been more prepared.  What could I have done to have taken it in more?  How was it ending already?  Wait moon, go back for just a little longer…and then it was getting light again and I blinked trying to realize that what had just happened really was real.  
I asked Todd later just why was it so amazing.  Because it really was just so completely amazing.  Why was it?  He said, “Because it was just so big.  It came so fast.  And mostly because it was something that no man can create or recreate or even try to duplicate and come even remotely close.”  Basically, because it was heavenly.  
It was in that moment when I felt so small, that I also felt so much love. 

ps-two days later and I can’t stop thinking about it.  I think something about that totality made me realize in a way I never have before how I am actually part of a universe.  The vastness and wonder is mind-blowing.  It was the most amazing thing I have ever seen in my life.


I snagged these pictures off Facebook.  I have no idea who to give credit to, but I really liked them.  Amazing photographers!


Thursday, August 17, 2017

Silver Lake

The weather was perfect at Silver Lake for our ward party.
 The kids enjoyed playing with each other and with Nana


 Family Selfie by the lake!

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Oliver

See this kid?  He's been a blessing to me today.
 Sometimes his grumpy nature and very clingy self makes me tired, but today I was just overwhelmed at how much he loves me.  And how perfectly he does.
 He doesn't care if I'm sad or happy.  Or if my hair is done or what I am wearing.  He doesn't care how I look or how I feel.  He just loves me and wants to be with me.  He always wants to be with ME.  Of all people.  And today I needed that.
 I am so loved by him, that it takes my breath away.
It's amazing to be so loved.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Spring Cleaning?

I'll embrace when I get the spring cleaning bug anytime of year!  I've been keeping busy cleaning my kids closets.  Throwing lots aways and making room for a better fit.  I cleared an entire side of Ethan's closet and made room for all our games.
 Then I traded Madeline's armoire and closet around.
 It feels good to be organized.  I always like that feeling.

Monday, August 14, 2017

Cousins!!

We LOVE when cousins come to town!  Especially when they come from across the entire country and we haven't seen them in forever!  What a fun week!!!

Big Ships 


 Blackberries
 Memory boxes
 These cousins played epic hide-n-seek games for hours
 Ice cream drumsticks from Grandpa!
 Oliver likes trains a lot which is good since he never seems to have a cousin his age around...
 This cool park in Canada was a fun adventure too!



 The giant suspension bridge was CrAzY.  Very cool and dizzy-making!
These kids had so much fun together.  It just seems wrong we don't live by ANY cousins...

Friday, August 11, 2017

Today

We just found out that our best friends that lived next door to us in Utah are moving to Idaho.  I know that since I don't live next to them anymore that it shouldn't make me sad.  But it does.

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Weeds and Blueberries

 We came back to some bad and some good.  Turns out when you go out of town for three weeks, the weeds don't stop growing.  Our yard was an overgrown mess when we came back.  What a nice welcome home sight...
 So, I spent the next week pulling weeds for hours and hours
 
 Luckily, I had this cutie to help me.  And I was glad to have at least one pretty thing in my yard.  My dream home has either a gardener or a yard small enough to weed in 20 minutes!
 In between weeding sessions, I spent my days with fresh blueberries!
Made pies
 muffins
 pancakes, berry gratin, other berry desserts, and ate them fresh by the handfuls.  Now that was good!

 The kids enjoyed picking as much as I did!